Extra Virgin Olive Oil

As I mentioned on this blog, I am a virgin. Not just any virgin, but I'm a virgin to pretty much everything. It sucks, but not for the reasons you may think.

sure, I'm a guy, which means I'm required to be horny all the time, even more so because i haven't had sex (or much else). But I'm not bummed about being a virgin just because I haven't had sex.

Its more because I've never had anyone who loved me enough to even think about getting intimate with me, that's what bothers me the most.

My first girlfriend, TM, never really talked to me very much. I'd have to go out of my way and make myself completely uncomfortable just to have a 10 second conversation with her.

Girlfriend #2, and so far my only other girlfriend ever, RW and I talked to each other rather well, she'd actually come talk to me without me initiating the convo, which was something I was not used to at all. But me and her rarely got intimate, and then she cheated on me, yet I never got a reason why.

Thus, I've never had anyone that really liked me all that much. I was a reason to write notes to one, and a glorified friend to another. I've never had anyone, girlfried or not, who ever made me feel important.