So, I've made a decision on what I want to do for the rest of my life... Since I have zero friends, and no one that wants to make a long term commitment to me in anyway, the things I want to do the most in life are out of the question; rock star, independant film maker, so on... also, I've been trying to get a job for the past 2 years with no luck... so I made a deadline for my 25th birthday...
If things don't pick up by my next birthday, and by "pick up" I mean getting a job, a girlfriend and at least 2 friends if not a few, I'm leaving...
I'm walking downstate to meet a friend, then I might go meet one or 2 other people, then I'm done...
I don't know what I'm gonna do after that, maybe I'll go home and give it another try, maybe I'll lay in the middle of the road until someone hits me, maybe I'll kill myself on the door step of someone who could have made a positive influence on my life but instead chose to make a negative influence on it... I don't know... But I do know that I'm not gonna be in this town much longer unless it gets better for me...
February 22nd, 2008 --- A little more than 5 months away!!!
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